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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Tuesday, December 20, 2005 10:17 PM
PEK CEH!PEK CEH!ARGHH!!ARGH!!!WTH! wad's wrong with my com man. idiot freaking ass! cannot work properly! once again, i lost all the data! the most precious data i'm having. idiot man! argh! i feeling like throwing this damn thing away. stupid! and my internet is like damn SLOW and sometimes, it will just pop out ERROR! argh. was online the whole day. my msn was signed out a number of times. stupid right? arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i'm getting irritated with my aircon which is like damn idiotic. it's been a long time since i can sleep on my bed, with the aircon seh! cuz it just simply keep dripping water. and now i'm in all darkness, cannot see clearly about the things around me. the reason why is it in black, is because i do not want people to see this, and if you see it. then see lor. sigh..

did my history's report yesterday, it's half done. did it from 4plus a.m til 5plus a.m. cool timing right? lols. before that was watching television. kind of wasted my time lo. was thinking yesterday, i'm going to be dead if this were to continue. sucks man. how can one sleep in the morning and wake up in the morning. worst. sleep in the afternoon too. i will go bang wall if my lifestyle continues to be this way. furthermore, my back..shit hell man. is just that pain that suddenly come lo. piang. can't stand my lifestyle.. what's wrong with me. feel like crying out. but what's the point? i hate to cry out. because IT DOES NOT GIVE ME ANY SOLUTIONS! big fool! idiot me. cannot even get my life right. stupid! this is damn irritating. i know, but this is my blog. i can type anything i want.

and people, next time want to ask question, please just get to the direct thing la. i don't have much strength to think liao. please. take it as i'm begging your la. my life sucks for now, but i believe that the Lord will not forsake me. NEVER! how i wish you were here to cheer me up! now, i'm signed out of the MSN automactically. what a great MSN that was. idiotic freak! whatever la. argh. i guess i need another holiday overseas. for everything to disappear, the people that are in my heart, the problems will have the solution. i hope so. today did nothing, but two comprehension without summaries, and a speech. study about the maths, but don't understand. my mind is not working. wonder what time will it start working. lols.

wells, my mood is kind of better now. want to sleep soon liao. cannot tahan. but then i have to think of the consequences, and that is, if i were to sleep now, am i going to sleep again at 6am? piang. this is how messed up my life is. argh. RUOHAN! you good. reply only when you have nothing to do. FINE! hmph. angry. superb angry. a second time my MSN is gone! stuuuuuuuuuuuuupppppppppppppppppiiiiiiiidddddddddd!

im back again. mood is much better. after talking to you. thanks arhs. and letting you win the third time should not be a problem. if my MSN get into the freaky problem, then i will just go and watch tv. haha. i'm BAD! ve BAD! wells, i was getting serious with certain people today. including you. and sorry if i was talking nonsense to you towards the night. because i don't want you to be afraid lor. people will be afraid when i'm serious. you aren't an exception. except that you cannot see me, that's why you aren't sure if i was serious then. but anyway, sorry. i intend to give up bahs. i'm trying ways to do so. i'm not sure what will disappoint you, but sorry once again.

no one will know what's going on in my life except the Lord